I wanna be alone .

I wanna know what I want ,
I am standing alone .
in the dark
trying to find away

to run
from this ghosts

I never tried to make my life that bad ,
I 'll try to understand ,
& Don't wanna lose what I have

I have to think a lone .

Take a break ,
long vacation ,
Bye bye alex for a while
I'll turn off my mobile .

& go away for a while .

But I cannot :s
too many things will get ruined .
I have to stop
& build my map
which have to be based on what I need , what i feel & my past experiences .


I am Sorry ,
I have to know ,
Have to search for ,

what I am doing is good
or bad >?
What I 'll do ,
What I passed ,

really ,

may be all the world is true , fake or ,,,,, Illusion

Mirage . LOL


Breakkkk ,
Please I have to have a chance .


I was wrong ,
& may be I am wrong
& may be I'll be wrong for ever ,

I ahve to change this to ,

I was wrong ,
I am not ok
I 'll be Good .


So let me choose ,

I G2G , Brb life .

I stopped for an other while , & may be for ever again .

4 comments:

TAYMOUR SENBEL said...

gr888

:: ѪΛƦwΛ ѪЄ₲Λ :: said...

the beautiful ones,flies wz a broken wings..he's ever so graceful,so like an angel but i see tears flow quietly..
the struggle he's seen,when nothing comes dancing..and i cant take it,no i cant help but wonder..
why do we sacrifice the beautiful ones?how do u break a heart of gold?why do we sacrifice the beautiful souls?heros of tales unsung,untold..
sweet as an Angel sings,he gives though he has none left but the last one,free,unhesitat..and am hmbled,i'm a broken mirror and i cant help but wonder..
Just trying to find our way home...

ẺĐMØמÐ ĎãŋŤΞş said...

Nice ,

:: ѪΛƦwΛ ѪЄ₲Λ :: said...

it's not a way or a solution to stay alone..being alone is a terrible feeling dont make it let u in the dark ,face it ,do ur best to get through..i wont be that broken mirror again i wont see suffer and cant help no coz i'll help u whatever happens,wont be that broken mirror again no,
let me help u take my hand and 4get everyth wrong and bad that happened..
isAllah u'll be good and soon i promise U..